I give up making Power Star related art. Life has been hard to me, and I don't have any willpower or motivation to do anything. I feel like a burden to ACL and everyone involved in the Power Star server. Besides, every Power Star art or poster I make turns out bad, I keep making mistakes, and I only have small time frames to do it, (because of home issues and me getting disturbed and distracted) and I can never be satisfied with what I complete, ever. I really hope I didn't disappoint the Power Star server further with this post, but they will be better off without me. I don't even do anything in the server besides make everyone uncomfortable with my Devil Mario simping and weird jokes and me oversharing when someone shows interest in a convo with me.

Not only am I considering leaving the server, I am considering giving up on YouTube. A few reasons are I can't even record as much as I used to, my videos being trash and classic YouTube being greedy and making it harder for watchers and content creators. Guess the people who talked me down were right when they said: I won't get far with YouTube. Me being a YouTuber is unrealistic. I'm "too sensitive" for YouTube. I'm only going to struggle. Nobody will be interested if you just post Mario (my mom hates that I like all things Mario and she thinks it's a bad thing Mario is special to me and has a special place in my heart). Besides, all I do is lose subscribers and idk why. Maybe they're tired of my irregular uploads or they moved on to someone better.

And for those who know...Bucky was right.